I feel like I am being called to do something BIG. I feel like God wants me to do something to impact others. Ever since Brendan was born and we found out everything that was going on with him, I have felt led. There is the terrible thing that has happened in my life, and I can't sit still.
It is like an itch that I can't scratch. I am usually a relaxed person (well, maybe a little high strung). But I am never really this focused on one thing. I tend to have grand ideas that fizzle after a short time. This idea has been with me for a while and has only gotten stronger. I feel like God is calling me. Well, actually he is yelling and it is getting hard to listen to anything else.
I want to write a book. I want it to be about my experience. I want to inspire people. I want to tell the world about what God has done in my life.
I am going to be taking some time just praying and seeing where God wants me to start. I want this to be whatever he wants He wants it to be.
What an awesome idea! It sounds like it is what God wants you to do. I know when he is telling me something like that, I just know.
ReplyDeleteCarrie! I can't believe that I just told you the same thing! This has got to be a God thing! He has certainly given you the gift of putting your feelings in writing. When I read anything you have written, I can feel the emotion. Kind of like one of those novels that you just can't put down--and the more you read, the more you want. Oh well, I know how much you hate flattery, so I'll stop. Love you girl! Gloria
ReplyDeleteI totally agree with lholcomb! You have a wonderful way with words and a powerful message Carrie! *sending love* Heidi
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