I feel like I am being called to do something BIG. I feel like God wants me to do something to impact others. Ever since Brendan was born and we found out everything that was going on with him, I have felt led. There is the terrible thing that has happened in my life, and I can't sit still.
It is like an itch that I can't scratch. I am usually a relaxed person (well, maybe a little high strung). But I am never really this focused on one thing. I tend to have grand ideas that fizzle after a short time. This idea has been with me for a while and has only gotten stronger. I feel like God is calling me. Well, actually he is yelling and it is getting hard to listen to anything else.
I want to write a book. I want it to be about my experience. I want to inspire people. I want to tell the world about what God has done in my life.
I am going to be taking some time just praying and seeing where God wants me to start. I want this to be whatever he wants He wants it to be.